Kisses In The Wind

February 10, 2007

Quick update: We have moved up a little on the waiting list. The last time I heard anything we were now 7! That was a few weeks ago. (All offices in Korea were closed most of last week due to the Lunar New Year! Welcome year of the RAT! Most likely our baby was born last year which was the year of the PIG!)

The WAIT is getting very hard and it has only been a month. I think part of what makes it hard is really any moment we could be getting a phone call letting us know that we have been matched, and everyday that goes by that we aren't makes me really SAD :( I KNOW our baby is over in KOREA right now, most likely about 4-5 months old and I wonder What is he like? What is he doing? Is he crying? Does he have enough to eat? Is he being LOVED?? My heart just aches everyday for HIM. I know that since this wait is SO hard already, I can't imagine the wait once we have a picture of him and have to wait 3-4 months to go get him. I know it is going to just kill me, but once I have him in my arms it will all be worth it.

Will continue to update.....


KISSES IN THE WIND

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.
I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long
.But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.
Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...
Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.
May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.
Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.
But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.
May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I send to you each night.

--- Unknown